Office Use 27th & 28th March 2008
Dear All,
A met a new Master online, Anirudh, and I am pleased to say he knows what he is doing. Last evening he ordered me to buy a plastic hair clip which has metal clamps in the inside lining and clamp my cunt lips closed when I leave home for office. He has also ordered me that as a norm, I can only wash my privates after peeing or shitting only at home once in the morning. Thereafter, whenever I pee or shit, I am not allowed to wash/ wipe or do anything with it. I had my reservations on this as its not hygienic as well as I will stink all the time. He then gave me a good reason. Cookie being a dog doesn’t wipe, does he? So since I am a bitch, how can I? I couldn’t say anything anymore as he was right and as a dumb cunt I was wrong.
As I type this, I am still clamped and waiting for him to release me from this pain. My cunt no longer hurts as much as perhaps I am getting used to the clamp or my cunt lips have gone numb.
He has also laid out a rule that henceforth whenever I am talking to him, I must refer to myself in the third person, only in derogatory terms, such as cunt, bitch, pisspot, slut, etc. I will not be shaving my armpits from today as he is planning a task for them as well. I know again that it is right for him to demand this from me. And I have agreed to this as well.
Anirudh is another person whom I have, again, just met and he is one who just loves torturing my nipples.
Yesterday morning he made me take my high heels and crack my knees with the heel for 10 times and he warned me that it should sound well and just tapping will not count. You wouldn’t believe the pain I had from that torture. My knees felt like they were crushed under a truck or something! I was in tremendous pain and I begged him to let me rub it to ease the pain. He very kindly allowed me and then I had to lick my heels clean. It was so humiliating to do that in office being made to make love to the very implement that gave me so much pain.
This morning he made me hold my left nipple between both my heels and roughly rub across it hard for 20 times ensuring that the nipple was crushed. The tug and pull of the rest of my tit was very simulating and at the same time my nipple was screaming murder! He then made me lift my top and keep my right nipple on my work table and ordered me to hammer it with the heel for 20 times. This would certainly be tough and I refused to do it and begged him to have mercy on me. Thankfully he was kind enough to let me tap it instead. Nipples are sensitive and even gentle flicks hurt. Tapping was also worse but it was either that or hammering it and hence I tapped my nipple with the heel 20 times on his instructions. He was still displeased that I did not carry out the task as he wanted and has promised me that I will be made to suffer in the evening as well.
I hope I have strength left in me to report back on that to you.
Love,
Deepti